I
think Peter Pan said it best.
“To
live would be an awfully big adventure.”
Somewhere
along this season of my life, and this 11 month journey I began
learning how to really live. I began learning how to to dive deeper
into this great big adventure we call life.
And
I thought saying yes to the Race was that plunge. . . this young buck
had a lot to learn.
Isn't
it funny that when you type the word “love” spellcheck corrects
it, turning it into “live”.
Those
two should be, and are synonymous. To truly love is to fully live. To
fully live, is to truly love.
A
friend asked me the other day about my heart, and what was going on
with it. “Care to share?” they said. At first I was at a loss for
words. Silenced by the compounding amount of emotion my sensitive
heart has been feeling. I had no clue what to say, or how to say it.
Questions arose in my mind “what is going on in my heart?” “Am
I truly living?” “Am I fully loving?” Can I share my life &
love, and will it be an adventure for others as it has for me or is
this just some nice mission trip?
I
began to write, not just about month 10, but the journey and
adventure before me, and behind me. . .
There
is something revolutionary about this journey
Something
captivating about this adventure
This
invitation to capture
This
invitation to have & hold
Maybe
it's washing clothes by hand everyday
Or
maybe it's pooping in a hole
Maybe
it's the bucket showers
Or
making your bed in a sketch place
Bus
terminals, airport floors, bamboo huts, dirt floors. . You know how
we do
Bedding
down with bugs an all
I've
become a man of sorrows acquainted with grief
I've
become a man of joy acquainted with peace\
Everyday
invites me on an adventure not just a mission trip
It's
not a trip where He sends a rigid itinerary, He simply invites me.
God
simply ask what it is He's made me to love, what it is that captures
my attention, what feeds that deep indescribable need of my soul to
experience the richness of the world He made, and then leaning over
me He whispers, “let's go do that together!”
Most
great adventures work that way. You don't plan them, you don't wait
to get all the details right. You just go and do them.
With
this adventure, this World Race I'm learning to RSVP His invitations,
and go after the things He's made me love. It's not all planned out
for me either, and that's where most people get too nervous to take
the next step. We get nervous to take that plunge. But know this:
when Jesus invites us on an adventure, He shapes who we become with
what happens along the way.
A
couple of other things happen when we say yes to His invitations to
participate with Him in life. Obstacles that seem insurmountable
aren't. Impediments that we believe disqualify us don't. When we show
up to participate with Jesus in in “doing life” we're
participating with the very One who created Life. He simply asks us
how we are, a lot like my friend asked, and then He invites us to
get better with Him.
So
here I am month 10. Getting better with Him. Saying yes everyday to
doing life with Him.
Loving
& Living
Truly
& Fully
Ps:
If you haven't already read it, please read Love Does by Bob Goff.
This book inspired this blog, and also my life. This book is a book
that dives deeper into what little I hit on in my blog- living a life
of invitation, truly loving, fully living. It dives into what love
does, not just what it is. Love that is not just words “I love
you”, but love that is a verb, an action.
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